I wish I did something that was actually important or worth something. I want to be good at that ONE thing. Everyone has a talent, right? Even the Bible says so. So what’s mine? Why can’t I find it? I’m sick of feeling like a joke to everyone. It’s not that I’m lazy or stupid, I just don’t know what I’m good at. I want to shine out and be admired. I’m tired of sitting on the sidelines of everyone else’s talents. I’m tired if feeling hopeless. Worthless. Sick.